i hate that feeling when you’re about to cry and someone asks you if there’s anything wrong or to cheer up. And you try to smile, but you just physically can’t do it, and eventually the effort of trying to smile for this one person has the tears spilling over. It makes you feel so defeated by the fact that you can’t find the strength to smile in those moments. and as soon as he said it, he wished that he could have taken it all back. He wished that he could go back just a few seconds earlier, so that he would have said things differently. So that he didn't have to look at her and see how fast her smile could just disappear, all because of him. He realized that he'd let himself get too caught up in his emotions, and that he had broken the one girl that meant everything to him...
 I believe that the very purpose of our life is to seek happiness. That is clear. Whether one believes in religion or not, whether one believes in this religion or that religion, we all are seeking something better in life. So, I think, the very motion of our life is towards happiness.I’ve learned a lot this year.. I learned that things don’t always turn our the way you planned, or the way you think they should. And I’ve learned that there are things that go wrong that don’t always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. I’ve learned that some broken things stay broken, and I’ve learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you.So we've only known each other for a couple of years, but I feel I've known you my whole life. I've seen you grow. I've watched you change from the guy who couldn't make up his mind, who's feelings changed more than I knew was possible, to the guy you are now. You're responsible, devoted, loyal, considerate, and loving. Everything I knew you were, and know you always will be. I've seen everything, your anger, your battles, your struggles, your fears. I know you by heart. I know your values, I know your story, I know your secrets. That doesn't go away. I'm never going to forget you or anything about you. I'm becoming who you are. We've said it before, and I'll say it again. We were meant to be something more than this. I still believe that, with all of my heart. I am still in this. I said I was in for the long haul, and I am still striving everyday for our time. I'm not going down without a fight. I won't give up easy. These feelings are stronger than anything that could try to bring us down. I love you more than I thought I did, to put it simple.Not all people who's in love with each other needs commitment. And not all people who is committed, loves each other.Just stop, I can't do this anymore, just rewind and take me back to when we were perfect for each other. One of the suckiest and most frustrating facts of life is that sometimes relationships just end, often without reason. I truly believe that sometimes both men and women simply run out of love, even when there was a lot of it in the beginning.